22 August, Saturday

22 August, As-Sabt

First e doctor bolechilo tor ammu ke 8:30 e nite ashbe, gotokal rat e onek gula doctor ekjoner por ekjon kore tor ammu ke check korte eshchilen. sobai shob kichu normal janiyechen. sesh e ekjon nurse eshe janiye gechen tor ammu ke 5:30-6:30 er moddhe ready kora shuru korben.

Gotokal ek shopta dhore ghum kom hoyeche, ajke rat e ghum shob cheye kom holo, rat e khete iccha korchilo na. doura douri kore. kintu khelam ajke tor jonno roja rakhbo bole. 

sokal sokal ghum bhenge gelo. tor ammur jetuku readiness nurse ra korbe seta kora hoye geche.

ekta cleaning liquide typer kichu ami tor ammu ke smear kore last ready ta korlam. last bolchi karon er por tor ammur sathe amar dekha hobe ek bare OT er dorjay. Tor ammu thik 9:03 AM e niye gelen labour observation e.

ami ekhon 8 tolar observation er baire dariye achi. boshe achi bola ta truth hobe na.  Tor boro bhai Labib eshche, kichu khon theke chole gelo. ami wait korchi tor ammu ke kokhon OT te nibe.

9:30 AM, tor ammu ke OT er dorjay amar sathe dekha koralo. Tor ammu hashi khushi e ache. Onek onek onek onek onek onek sustho ekta babu hoye amader kache asish, kemon? likhte parchi na re, chokh e dekhte parchi na, bar bar mucha lagche. 

gotokal shondhay tor jonno ja paperwork chilo oita gula complete korte 2 building e koyekta floor e repeated douradourir por, bashay giye bag guchiye niye ashte ektu late kore tor cabin e eshei tor jonno medical legal paper e sign korte gechi eshchi cabin er bairer nurse station e. tor ammur sathe. ashole eshchilam medicine er bepar. ami jantam na ekhon ei paper eo sign korte hobe, tor ammu keno pashe chole eshche seta ei paper hat e newar por bujhte perechi. tor ammu fazil ache. sign korlam paper, shudhu signature diye sign kori ni. condition likhe tarpor sign korechi. amar onek doa'r answer tor ammu ar tui. Allah toder sustho rakhun, hayat e taiyeba din, Nabijaan Er Ummat der khadem hishebe amader kobul korun. 

ajker diner entry te gotokal rat er kotha likhlam etokhon. 

tor ma ar toke niye tension hocche, tor sathe aro 2 jon OT te gechilo, ke age ke pore OT te dhukeche, eta janar upay nai. 1 ghonta par hoye geche toke niye kono news pacchi na, nurse der jigash korchi. bolche tor ammu OT te, shomoy hole dakbe.

tor ekta khalu achen, Ahad khalu, Ahmad ebong Ali bhaiar abbu. Ruma khalar husband. ei khala ar khalu barbar call diye ashte chacchen, tor Ali bhaia tor theke 3 masher boro. tor khala ke ashte direct mana kore diyechi, ar tor khalu ke bollam In Sha Allah toke cabin e dewar por ashte. bechara amake ekla ei shomoy ta te charte chacche na tai ashte chacche, tao mana korlam, tor khalu basha switch korbe ar bashay choto choto 2 ta picchi bhaia. 

1 ghontar beshi par hoye gelo. koytay dak dilo amake mone nai, hat e/kadhe laptop, tor, tor ammur files, ar ki ki jani shoho je bag ta ache etar ojon onek bere geche, etokhon ojon ta ter pai ni, nurse jei dak dilo "Patient Anjum Chowdhury er sathe ke achen?" ami bag ta niye dour dewar shomoy ter pelam. kintu ekhon abar ektai kaj 15 feet er ei rasta ta hete tor ammu ke dekhte jawa, toke dekhte jawa. tora kemon asish jante chawa, toke first bar dekhte pawa.

Tui amar meye.

Tui amar ar tor ammur meye.

Allah er kache tor ammur ar amar saradin rat er doa-er uttor Tui.

toke dekhe ami haumau kore deke disi. amake dekhe tor ammu kede dise bed e shuye shuyei. tor ammu biyer por bar bar amake jigash korto, tor ammu ke biyer din dekhe kedechi kina, ami life e kokhon o kedechi kina. ami kokhono kadi kina. ajke ami nije ke dhore rakhte parhci na.

manush shob cheye beshi khushi hole kede dey.

khub beshi kosto pele hese dey.

tor ammu ar ami hashi mukhe kanchi. 

janish toke dekhanor jonno je dorja ta khulechilen nurse seta diye dhuktei toke dekhechi. sokal theke oju te chilam tor kan e azan dewar jonno. toke dekhe mathay shudhu kaj koreche amar baccha tar kan e azan dite hobe, azan dilam ekamot dilam, toke tor porchoy janiye dilam. 

tui Ek Allah banda, 

tui Ek matro Akheri Nobijaan er Ummot

tor Din Islam. kheyal rakhbi Islam shudhu tor dhormo na, tor din, joto bar eta buhte confusion lagbe totobar amar sathe kotha bolbi. 

chokh muche, gola thik kore nurse, naki doctor ke bollam, apu ekhono jani na amar chele holo na meye holo. Doctor heshe dilen, tor ammu ke bollen amake janate, tor ammu hashi kanna niye bollo amar meye hoyeche, tui amar meye, tui amar meye. amar rokto, toke ajke theke kole nite parbo. tui amar meye. duniyar ar kichui mathay ashche na, ami etokhon hospital e achi, gaye koto germs ache, tai toke dhorlam na, shudhu tor mathar kapor ta na dhore thakte pari ni. amar meye tui. ajke theke toke ami kole niye ghurte bera hobo. Allah Tar Habib Sallallahu Ta'Ala Alaihis Salam Er Usilay toke, tor sathe samader dui jon ke, ebong amader dui jon er shob gula family ke kobul kore nin.  

Mone rakhbi duniya emon kono pap nai, shongbidhan e emon kono crime nai jeta korar por tui amar kache eshe bolte parbi na. kono dino jodi tor upor ami shob cheye beshi regeo jai tor hat dui ta amake dekhabi, amake eshe ekbar mone koriye dibi tui amar meye. ami tor sathe thakbo, tor hoye pura duniyar sathe lagle fight korbo In sha Allah. I want you to know Alhumdulillah I am here for you, In sha Allah, I will be there for you. That being said, tor nam Jenader nam theke newa hoyeche Tader ke follow korish, jibon e jai korish, nijer ar family er shonman er hefajot korish. 

Ami toke tor jonmer pray 30 min por dekhechi, tui amader ei duniyar tor ammur pet theke ber hoye eshchish 9:54 AM te. Earth namer ei groher asia namer continent er pakistan namok desher sathe muslim desh hishebe shadhin howa bangladesh namok desher rajdhani dhakar panthopother Square Hospital er 8 tolay tui tor ammur kole ashli.

Janish tor ticket number 134? eta tor dada amar dada barir thikana 134 dokkhin komlapur er sathe mile geche, number koto joss jinish dekh. Shanti lagche.

toke dekhanor por tor ammu ke observation e niye gelo. shondha 5 tar dike cabin e dite pare bollo. ekhon abar amar kono kaj nai. tor Rafa bhaia ashlo. life e ei bhaia take onek shonman dibi. tor ei bhaia tor jonno tor boro khalar porpori shob cheye boro support hoye chilo. specially jokhon e ami eka thakchi tokhon ei manush ta pashe eshe kono sound na kore dariye thakche. tor ei bhaia ta ke amar onek pochondo. tor bhaia ke nasta korte pathalam, maybe, mone porche na, ashole tui chara ar kichui thik mone ashche na, amake janano holo bashay/cabin e giye rest korte, kintu parchi na. labour observation er baire dariye achi, tar shomoy call dilo nurse, janalo ar 30 min er moddhe toke cabin e diye jabe. 

toke kole nite parbo tarpor, ekhon porjnoto tor face tuku dekechi. tor hat dekhte iccha korche, tui amar meye. tor choto choto hat gula ultrasonogram e dekhe toke dekhte iccha korto. tui ek din boro hobi tokhon jokhon busy hoye jabi tokhon o abar wait korbo toke dekhar jonno. Allah toke hefajot korun.

Ajke sokal 

1st day visitors: Dadi, mejo chachi dadi, mejo khala dadi, swarna fupu, Nipa fupu, ahad khalu, Rafa bhaia, Deca khala, shamim khalu, musu mama, Rimjhim mami, 

OT: Rafa bhaia, Labib bhaia 

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